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𝖔𝖓𝖉𝖘𝖐𝖆𝖕𝖘𝖌𝖚𝖉𝖊𝖓 ([personal profile] icasm) wrote2019-07-07 10:50 am
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-01-15 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not worried about the clothes you idiot. I want you in here with me. Dressed or not.

[ She shakes her head at him like he's the most ridiculous creature on the planet, because he has to be to be worrying about what she wants in bed and not where she is now. ]

I did come here for a bath after all. I'm not going to get out of it as soon as I got in, so if you want to faff, do it while the waters hot.
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-01-16 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ At his 'Ah' she scrunches up her nose and nods, trying not to laugh at how completely his mind seems to seize up at the suggestion. She cant help but wonder if he always this endearingly awkward, if his other lovers look at him with this same kind of heart aching enjoyment that she does now. The way that his thoughts are clear on his face and the delay in how his limbs respond makes her press her lips together and fight back a laugh, and she sinks a bit back into the water after he kisses her to just...watch.

The layers and rich fabrics of course look more right on him than the TVA uniform she met him in, but watching him shift and peel and unclasp and shrug off each layer leaves her feeling more and more hot in the face, each kiss he steals between tasks more lazy and lavish than the last. When he finally is undressed and turns to her she tries to keep her expression neutral as her eyes crawl up from his toes to his face, and then shifts to give him space in the tub. Or would, if his hand hadn't clasped over hers again, keeping her in one place as his knees slip by her thighs and the water sloshes around her shoulders with his addition to the tub. The bubbles stick to her curls as she leans back against the curved edge, and she lets her free hand reach up and tuck some of his dark hair behind one ear, lips quirking slightly to the side in humor. The nervousness she feels she hopes stays firmly beneath the surface. ]


Who ever was running intake back in the TVA for you probably will never get THAT out of their heads, you do realize?

[ She certainly wont. ]
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-01-18 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ This probably is such a mistake, really, to let herself give into this. The happiness of it, the heat of the water and the pressure of his hand over hers, and the way they have to shift so he can fit his leg between hers, the weight of his body against her leg, his hands on her skin. The world itself feels smaller than it's ever been, just this space existing in all of it. No TVA to worry about, no constantly ticking time limit, no trying to find a middle ground with someone who was certainly heading to death.

The way actually sees her when he leans in to kiss her again is as potent as the hand running up her leg, and she works her trapped hand free as she wraps an arm around his neck, kissing him back with barely contained need. As his fingers work up the inside of her leg she lets them fall apart further to give him room, a throb of arousal reverberating through her toes as she runs nails down his chest. His skin is soft and hot under her calloused fingertips, and she breaks the kiss only to exhale his name --Loki...-- and then press sharp kisses at his chin, the curve of his jaw, the edge of his earlobe.

He's so much bigger than her, the broadness of his shoulders blocking some of the light from above, and her wandering hand works down his abdomen, nails sharp and firm on his skin until the range of her arm brings her up short just at his hip and then works back up his back, pulling him closer as she does. ]
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-01-23 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even if this wasn't a new body, it has been quite a while since she let herself indulge in the physical, years probably, since the start of her final endgame against the TVA. The mission had taken priority over anything and everything in the end, and she can't remember the last time she's really indulged on anything but the thought of revenge.

Loki's long, thick, beautiful fingers pressing up and inside of her now pulls a shaky sigh out of her as her eyes flutter closed. His thumb on her clit is like touching a battery, and it doesn't take much urging for her to wrap her leg over his hip as she arches into his touch, the bath sloshing around them as she rocks experimentally on his fingers.

Her hands roam back up and over his shoulders again as he buries his face into her neck, enjoying the softness of his nose against her skin, the way that his laugh makes her stomach flip and insides clench and-- then he bites her. It's a delicious shock of pain and she yelps, nails digging in as her eyes fly back open. Her gasp melts into a little whine as the flush of adrenaline buffers against the sensation of him moving his fingers inside her, and it sends her heart up into her ears from the intensity of it. ]


I never promised you anything.

[ She turns her face to his as he speaks against her ear, slipping a hand into his thick dark hair to curl up a handful into a fist and give him a little punishing tug back enough to his eyes; a sing-song-like amusement and challenge in her voice. ]

I said if you wanted faffing you'd have to come in to get it. Now if you want me to be patient? Then, you're going to have to make me.

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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-01-27 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's something overwhelmingly pleasant about the way he looks down at her, eyes dark and his thick curls tangled around her hand, that makes heat flush down to her toes, as powerful as his hand between her thighs.

His level best? She'll have to meet that then.

A little laugh slips out of her, and she pulls an arm from his shoulders to grasp the wrist below the water, pulling it up and using the grip on his hair to upend him to the side. It's a relatively smooth motion, ending with Loki beneath her, thighs on either side of his waist and only a little water and bubbles on the floor around them. ]


Your best better get better.

[ She touches her tongue to her teeth as she grins at him, her damp hair sticking to her neck and face as she releases his hair, dragging both hands up his chest to cup his face, leaning in to kiss him hard again. She's far more comfortable like this, and far more of his skin is accessible like this, water sloshing at her waist as she presses up against him, tipping his face to the side so that she can work hot kisses down his neck, worrying the skin at his collar bone with his teeth. ]

I've wanted to taste you... since Lamentis. [ She murmurs between kisses and bites, wiggling until she gets her heels beneath his thighs to keep herself anchored. ] But you were too drunk and annoying.
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-02-18 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Gods, having him pliant and pinned, the way he groans and grips at her-- all of it floods her with pleasure and arousal and pride in a way that leaves her almost light headed. Perhaps her desire for control is a problem. Perhaps she doesn't give a damn.

His little comments make her smile against his skin, her nails dancing back down his neck, over the sparce hair on his chest, and down the muscles of over his stomach and then back up again, and only pause when he mentions how he had felt.

Sylvie sits back then, frowning a bit as she cups his face again, holding his head still as her eyes roam his features. ]


Are you still sad?
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-02-19 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
But not right now.

[ She repeats, eyebrows furrowed, watching him for any sign of a lie. Being sad sometimes, that she can accept, can understand. Accept for him, of course. Herself? That pain and sadness she keeps wedged so deeply that it's almost a black hole at this point. There's no releasing that bomb out into the world without destroying herself in the process.

She'll take 'not right now' though, as reason to kiss him again. It's softer this time, less teeth and and more meaning, one that transitions back to passion after a few soft breaks as she shifts as to trap his erection between them and grind up against him softly. ]


I want to make keep you this way.

[ Spoken against his lips, Sylvie lets her hands drift again, tucking hair back out of his face, easing down his shoulders, finding where his hands rested on her waist and encouraging them to help set the pressure and rhythm of her movements. ]

Here...with me...like this. In the present... and not sad.
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-02-19 02:59 am (UTC)(link)
I think [ She drawls out, her lips now a pleasant shade of red from his kisses and little bites, her breath coming in a little heavier as the sounds he makes hit her stomach and makes it flutter. It's really hard to tell which she likes more, the way he submits to her, the way he looks at her like she's a diety, or the way his cock feels slick and hot and heavy between them as she moves across it. ] that you just like to the idea of being kept.

[ This is taking longer already than She's used to, her desire to enjoy this moment warring with her wanting to speed up, wanting to fit him inside her already. To bring them both to that peak.

Sylvie sits back a bit and reaches between them to grasp the length of him, the water sloshing up against the ceramic as she gives him a few lazy experimental strokes. He's thick and long and heavy, but nothing she cant handle, and a teasing grin stretches her lips as she bobs her eyebrows at him. ]


I'm going to fuck you now Loki. Unless you have any objections.
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-02-24 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
I would like that. [ It's breathy, almost as though she's recognizing only in that moment how much she likes hearing it come from his mouth. ] To hear you say it.

[ Impatience wins over though, heart pounding in her ears and her stomach in knots just over the sheer desire for him-- she's never felt like this with anyone before. A want for release? yes. The desire for a body? Absolutely. But nothing quite like the way every cell in her body throbs at the idea of finally being able to have him.

Sylvie shifts, bracing herself with one arm on the tub's lip as she slides the head of his cock through her slick folds-- the water doesn't help with lubrication really but she's so ready for him that it doesn't quite matter-- and then slowly fits him inside. He's big, and it's been god even knows how long for her, her new body fluttering already as she pauses a moment, eyes closed and lips parted as she just lets herself adjust, trying not to be already overwhelmed by sensation.

She may not be anything near inexperienced, but this was definitely a first, being on edge just from this.

A little wiggle comes next, and she breathes out his name as she presses down slowly but firmly until she's taken as much of him as she can. The arm on the tub moves to press into his chest, nails digging in just slightly as she moves on him once, and then again, and then again with a little whimper of delight. ]


Loki-
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-02-26 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh now that isn't fair.

The way he says that word, the way his voice grates and vibrates up his throat, it leaves her feeling a bit lightheaded from the flash of pleasure it brings. It doesn't help of course, his shifting to kiss her, the change in angle it causes, the way he feels moving inside of her. She's always been good at seeking out her orgasm quick and easy, but this was like trying to hold back a freight train. His hands moving and grasping at her is like tinder on the fire, and she whines into his mouth as he leans in to kiss her. Sylvie wants this to last, wants to drag out every pleasant tingle and burn to the highest arc. She's wanted this too long to let it end too quickly.

His hips snap up into hers, punctured with that word, and she whimpers in his mouth in response, wrapping her arms around his shoulders as she moves with him. His nips and licks are met with her own as she finds a rhythm, nails digging into his back as she rides him with abandon. ]
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-02-28 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ The way he pulls her closer forces her to release him with one arm, grasping the side of the tub again to maintain some leverage as they move. It forces her to move slower than she'd like, the way that the water sloshes around them and destabilizes her movements; but in a way its better, she can focus on the feeling of his mouth on her neck, the way he marks her makes her want to mark him in return--though with more teeth.

That'd have to wait though, because he's groaning out her name and she's feeling herself spiral, short breathy sounds escaping her as she finds herself too far gone for real words as she chases that high with him. Sylvie digs her nails hard into his shoulder, crunching her eyes tights as she reaches for him, that magic they shared and touched back in the carriage. The thing that only they shared. That live wire that makes the air around them faintly grow green when she touches it, just bringing every touch, every pull of his body in hers, every brush against her nerves, up a thousand fold. It just felt so goddamn good- ]


Oh Fuck Loki!

[ She tumbles over the edge then with a breaking squeak at the end of his name- giving up on holding on to the tub to cling to him. It's strong enough to white out her vision, hard enough to leave the world swirling around them. ]
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-03-10 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
It is.

[ It's absolutely breathless, still riding the waves of her orgasm as she shifts to help him, to draw them out, not at all satisfied with what she's gotten so far. It feels so good, this connection they have. Terrifying and overwhelming and delicious, better than any lay she's had in the stolen moments she's been able to satisfy her need all these years. Sylvie grips his shoulder with one hand and the tub again with the other to focus on him now, on bringing him to his peak as well. After that? Well. ]

I hope you don't have any plans for the rest of the day. Because I'm not planning on going back tonight anymore.

[ He had wanted faffing, and honestly that's about all she can think of now. Taking him apart as many times as she can and letting him do the same. ]
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[personal profile] apocalypsegrown 2022-03-13 09:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Good.

[ The kiss pulls a little sound out of her as he starts to lose rhythm, the pulse of their intertwined magic leaving sparks behind her eyes-- ones she quickly realizes is also still filling the room as she opens them again. It's beautiful, the flowers curling through their lifecycles, and she's half distracted by the actual artistry of the illusion when his hands tighten around her waist. And then all she can pay attention to is the way he comes apart under her, the way his mouth moves against hers as he whimpers out those curses. The flex of his muscles in his arms and shoulders and back as she holds him close again, swallowing his words with desperate kisses; she can feel his pleasure in echoes through their magic, and she holds him tight as the flowers burst into flecks of light around them. ]

Loki... [ Her arms slowly loosen after a moment, her skin prickling with goosepimples from the cold air and the delicious floating buzz of their release-- backed by that still humming connection. ] Holy...shit.

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